Change of Plans...

Well, we didn't end up going to the Special Olympics. DD was sent home sick from school that morning with a rash all over her face, neck and back. She has extremely sensitive skin, and I think it was a mixture of sunscreen I had put on her the day before and possibly some sunburn and bug bites. Anyway, it faded by the end of the day, but we didn't think we should go in case it was something worse. We were extremely disappointed, but there's always next year!

It's raining cats and dogs here right now! I can't sleep it's thundering and lightning so loudly!

Big Day Tomorrow for DD!

Tomorrow DD is participating in her very first Special Olympics! I am very excited for her- I think she'll have a great time! I'm going to take as many pics as possible, so keep checking the site!

Weekly Weigh-In

Lost another 1 pound this week. I am now down 20.8 pounds. I bought a couple size 8 pants a couple weeks ago- they now fit pretty well (good enough that I'm not embarrassed to wear them out!). My goal is to lose another 15 pounds, but honestly, I'm feeling pretty good where I'm at right now. I'm going to keep going though... I know I'll feel even better once I reach my goal!

And I promise... I'm going to get some pics of the kids posted this weekend! We got a new trampoline, and it's making for some great action shots!

Weekly Weigh-In

Down another 2.0 pounds this week. Total lost: 19.8. Just missed my 20 pounds- hopefully next week!

To Cut or Not To Cut?

I've been thinking of cutting my hair... short. Now, I've had short hair before. I liked it most of the time... but the geek really likes long hair. And though I'm generally not a woman who says "if your man wants it, do it for him", I always figured having my hair a little longer was the least I could do. I'm really not a person who is too attached to hair... most days I don't do anything with it anyway. I wash it and go... literally (and that's if I even get a chance to wash it). I've done highlights, perms... all different kinds of styles. My hair grows fast, so I never really thought too much about cutting it.

So, I've been thinking about cutting it... and the geek said to go ahead and do it if I think I'll like it (and I know I don't need his permission, but it's nice to have his support). Anyway, what do you think? Here is the proposed cut- though I would prefer a little less "styled during a tornado" and a little more "styled" if you know what I mean. And of course, she looks anorexic to me, so add about 75 pounds to her frame for a good visualization!

What I Want For Mother's Day...

It sure is difficult being a mom, isn't it? I gotta be honest with ya... most days I'm exhausted beyond belief, riddled with guilt about something I've done to the kids (or didn't do for the kids), and a lot of the time I'm feeling more than a little unappreciated. I'm a mom... and it comes with the territory I guess!

Admittedly, being a mom hasn't been what I expected it to be. I'm still not back to my pre-pregnancy weight (two years later)... and most days I don't brush my teeth until bedtime... and if I get a shower- it's a very good day! We don't have leisurely trips to the mall or the park... we don't have playdates with friends. I don't have "typical" children... but I celebrate and rejoice in the progress they are making. And I couldn't love them more. And even though they can't say it, I know they love me too.

So, what do I wish for this Mother's Day? Honestly, I am hoping and praying... even though it might sound selfish... for one of my children to call me "mommy". Just to hear that one little word... I want it more than all the diamonds or money in the world. I know someday it will happen... and when it does, THAT will be my true Mother's Day gift.

For every mother out there reading this... have a wonderful Mother's Day. I hope you have the opportunity to spend it with the ones you love!

And thank you to my mom who I love so very much! She is a wonderful mother and grandmother! I look forward to spending a little time with her on Saturday in celebration!

Weekly Weigh-In

Another good weigh-in this week... so far, I've lost 17.8 pounds. I'm hoping to hit 20 pounds next week or the week after. I'm still basically wearing the same size clothes, so I'm starting to get frustrated about that. I guess I probably need to start working out too in order to see more results (man, I hate working out). I know I must look thinner... I just don't see it though.

I had my sewing class tonight... only one more left next week. I finished my doll dress a couple weeks ago- I'll have to post a pic of it. I also finished quite a few other projects over the weekend, but I can't post them yet since they are gifts for other people (who just might check this!). I'm a sewing maniac!!